Big Boobed Yellow Pineapple :)

Basically, it feels like my world is slowly falling apart...not to be too over dramatic or anything.

What I want 

I want to be the geek again, not the full blown geek like you see on the cartoons, but quiet. I want to be the old me that would happily sit in on a Friday night with a textbook and the radio for company and not think I was missing out. I want my motivation back. I want to want to do well, I want to be un - noticed, not throwing up at the parties. I don’t want to be the girl people look at and whisper about because I let slip everything about home in my drunken mess. I don’t want to go back to school, I want to stay in bed, with my textbook, and pass my exams.

Big Boobed Yellow Pineapple :)

Basically, it feels like my world is slowly falling apart...not to be too over dramatic or anything.

What I want 

I want to be the geek again, not the full blown geek like you see on the cartoons, but quiet. I want to be the old me that would happily sit in on a Friday night with a textbook and the radio for company and not think I was missing out. I want my motivation back. I want to want to do well, I want to be un - noticed, not throwing up at the parties. I don’t want to be the girl people look at and whisper about because I let slip everything about home in my drunken mess. I don’t want to go back to school, I want to stay in bed, with my textbook, and pass my exams.